All that I am, All that I ever was...

...is here in your perfect eyes & they're all I can see....

I'm so emo today. Good? Nah. I don't even care anymore, I am completely apathetic about everything....is this normal for me? It used to be. *shrug*

I have a friend in my life right now, who has been distancing herself from me. And I understand, she deserves so much more than just me. I don't know how to act now...she is almost hostile. She just got really upset and kind of in my face about something I didn't even do. I wonder if we're going to be friends later....I honestly have to wonder if this was one of those "season" friendships. I really hope not, but her expectations of herself and everyone else are so high that no one can reach them, and as soon as they fail them, she gets upset. God, how can I keep up with that.

Friday is going to be a big day for me. Not big as in good, but big. If you could pray for me...that I will make the right decision and that God will direct my ways. I would really appreciate it.

Hmm...other than that...I dunno...I feel like I've had all of my joy stolen from me. If anyone knows where it went...can you let me know. Honestly, I cannot live so empty-like.