Standing in the rain....

Hey, it's been a while, I know.

A lil update from this side of the house-hold.

I got paid from the gov't a few days ago, and I've been able to pay for most of my school, my rent and my bills as well as GROCERIES!!! (for the first time in about 2 months)
Now, I'm just waiting for my other money to come through for me, so I can pay my Visa and feel less stressed. woo

Three days ago I was talking to my mother...out of pity and she questioned my distance, but was extraordinarily rude about it, and I was completely blunt with her and basically told her what I've been afraid to tell her since...well...a long time. After I told her all of it, she pretty much...flipped out and was like "Well, I can see now why your dad wanted to kill you"...and right then I was taken on a flashback...a repressed one...of my father touching me and holding a gun near my head.....holy man, that was a hard night... :(

The next day I got a call from a collections agency, and I figured it was about my visa, which I could deal with...but they were actually calling and accusing me of owing $2700 for the old apt's I lived in. They say that I didn't move out until July 5 of 06 and they are telling me I didn't pay, thus have that 4 months of outstanding rent, late charges and other crap charges....so...I need to find a way to get them off my back since I MOVED OUT IN MARCH! Oi vey!

mmmmhmmm...and now I'm just trying to deal with school...I'm almost done! YESSSS!!!!!!!

Thank you Jesus.


heh...that's all for now.