I love you okay.

I love you alright?
I'm told it will never work.
You tell me it's purely one thing and when you tell me that...it kills me.
I want MORE than this friendship. I love you okay.

How do you want me to tell you. How can I say it to you without wrecking shit?
I don't want to kill what we've got. But I don't want to stay here forever.
I don't know what I want. If this is all we've got, then I want to know that it's forever.

How can you trust me if I can't even....say what I want?

This will never work, and even your best friend just told you that.

I'm sorry that I'll never be enough. I really am sorry. For all of this.

Des