What to say, Lord?

So, I'm sitting here in class...as usual.
We are just talking about movies and what is appropriate in movies and music, what is ethical and what isn't. And of course when people talk about things that are and are not "ethical", certain subjects decide to arise and I start to close into my mind.
It's amazing to me just how sensitive I am to even words. It is making me wonder how much I have healed from these wounds. Are they still fresh wounds? I know they are not open, but have they actually healed.
I think in some situations this is the case, in other's they are brand new, and other's they are completely healed.
How do I go about this healing? How can I not wince at mere words? This is something I have been contemplating...

On another note, last night, worship practice was amazing! I was seriously impressed with God's glory! I was just praying and singing for God's glory to come down and I was longing for so much more of Him. I looked around for a min and Nathan invited Jesus to come and walk with us, and the second he started speaking that, I saw Jesus walking to each person who was asking for more of Him, and He was tightening and straightening their armor up. I didn't think it was Him...but at the end of our singing time, Angela mentioned the armor of God...and I was completely repentant. Oi...I need to start listening not just hearing God.

MMHMM So, that's my life today :)